finally...THE WEEKEND but i'm disgusted

its finally friday...that means that i can catch up on my sleep tomorrow since i normally sleep until 11 on saturday.I went to watch "the lake house" today after school with some classmates who were basically eunice,tabitha,felicia,benjamin,nai yu and wilberg...it was a good movie but im still struggling with ending...somehow or other i just can't work it out...but nvm,go watch it for yourself and see whether YOU understand
i finally managed to find my chem teacher's blog...some of his entries are very amusing,especially the ones about my class...this finally helped me understand the significance of a journal or diary...all these humourous things happen but as time plods on,you forget them and its only through the words that flow from your own hands that these anecdotes continue living on in memory.
the class is having a farewell party for ke li tomorrow but attendence is disappointing in its uncertainty...everybody is saying things like "see who goes first" and all that...its a dodge that i frequently use myself so i can't really flame them for it but its a bit disappointing.I mean,just because a person is not from your own clique you don't feel a pressing need to go to an event for them...She's still a classmate for crying out loud!!!you stoned through the same tutorials,slept through the same lectures,had the same lessons with her...isn't that enough to ensure your participation??its disappointing sometimes...but i suppose thats what you get when the class fragments into cliques with each small group off doing their own thing.the reasons for this particular phenomena are numerous and i suppose that for my class,they fit together just nice.but thats enough complaining about my class.i think i'm having such strong feelings because to me friendship is absolute and binding...probably not many people in class know this(practically nobody) but if i see you as a friend,it means that if you asked me to do something,i would probably do it.not anything immoral but if i could then i would do all i can to help you.the simple problem of this is that not many know that i see you as a friend...that comes from another set of social conditions that i could spend the whole night typing about but won't discuss now.
and of course i have to buy birthday presents for cousins that are also incidentally female(almost all my cousins are female)...this is particularly challenging for me because i simply cannot choose presents for people...which is why i hate birthdays and Christmas...i always feel bumbling and stupid around this time...
well,going to get my 12+ hours of sleep...cya and goodnite